"Rivers flow towards the sea. If we struggle against the current, we drown. The best thing to do is to follow the stream of where the river flows to."
Life is journey that all of us travel through. I've known as much that there are ups and downs in it.
Lately, I realized that life too resembles a river in life. As a human, we often struggle against the tides and currents; bearing so much fear to survive. We don't realize that the more we struggle, we get swallowed to the point we almost drown. We tend to be over-conscious of our tomorrows that we neglect the beauty embraced in our hands.
I understand now when they say, follow where the tides bring you. From there, we learn to float, to depend on nature where the river streams. We can plan so much, but how do we know where our river leads to? The only thing we can do is to follow and wait.
Through our own strength, we seek and find, but with a strive within. When we learn to rest, that's when we emerge back up to the waters. I've begun to understand from the nature that God has created for us.
Life was not meant to be a struggle. It's meant to be embraced each day. We do the best we can, leaving the rest to God. I look up into the skies during clear nights, counting the starts; all too many, uncountable. I sit by the beach, listening to the tides. The waves bashing against the rocks. Such beautiful nature. I see animals out in the wild, they survive each day, depending on someone more extraordinary than themselves. So I think to myself, if God can take care of these little things, how can He not take care of my future?
Through these journey, I'm anticipating something good for tomorrow. I may fall today, but with the greater One in me, I'll be able to get up again. So what if I fail today, there is a special course set for me. There are people all around us, family, friends who will be there standing beside us while we get up back to our feet. All is left to be done is allowing the river flow towards the set destination.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
When Stardust Falls
"When a star passes, you grab it. You tame it. And when you release it, it will come back to you."
Someone wise told me that opportunity is like a shooting star. Life is like a gamble. We invest, and sometimes we lose.
Life has it's ups and downs. Sometimes, expecting too much spells disappointments. Then, we tell ourselves not to expect at all; and then, that's just when surprises pop up.
I don't blame people for being afraid of watching others make mistakes. They often protect, assuring that we're safe, and not walking the path they have walked before. However, sometimes I find questions popping in my head. "What if we never made those mistakes? Would we then actually grow into the person or people we are today?"
When life throws opportunities at us, do we then deny it, or let it pass us by? Who lets something good walk by just like that? I have learned that life is wild, unexpected, and unpredictable. People tend to decide who we should be or what we should do. Our actions and words are often affected by the people surrounding us; so much so, that we tend to live for others and letting our real inner self die away. We deny our unique personalities and allow other people to grow through us.
Babies tend to mimic their parents, so do young children. We develop into what we're educated to be, but how much do we become ourselves? And how much have our inner self disappeared?
I've learned that life means living life to the fullest. It means living life according to what your inner self tells you to be. It's not about being afraid to unleash differences, but being daring to make a change. So what if people think you're odd? Odd doesn't always mean you're wrong, it just means you probably have a different mindset. Odd means being special or it can indicate change as well.
When life throws you roses, you don't just sniff them. You collect every single bit of them, making the best of them. Treasure every second and moment while you have them, cause you don't know when will be the last. Life is beautiful when we take life slowly, embracing every single passing moment.
So what if we lose? We can lose our face, lose love or lose the things we treasure most. But then again, if we look at the bright side, it is through these moments that develop our strengths, making us stronger for a new challenge. From there, that's maybe when another opportunity will fly by. Til then, we will know that we're ready and stronger. We can then grab the opportunity and with wisdom, tame it. And when we let go of it, if it's ours, it will find its way back.
No matter how challenging things get, hold on to your believes and inner faith. An opportunity may have passed you by, but there will probably be another one when the time is right. Meanwhile, while you have your star, treasure it with love. Don't stop being yourself, don't give up with the things you love despite opponents or opposing factors. Don't let go of the star, don't wait too long. Don't let your star become remnants of stardust. Cherish everything while its in your hands.
Someone wise told me that opportunity is like a shooting star. Life is like a gamble. We invest, and sometimes we lose.
Life has it's ups and downs. Sometimes, expecting too much spells disappointments. Then, we tell ourselves not to expect at all; and then, that's just when surprises pop up.
I don't blame people for being afraid of watching others make mistakes. They often protect, assuring that we're safe, and not walking the path they have walked before. However, sometimes I find questions popping in my head. "What if we never made those mistakes? Would we then actually grow into the person or people we are today?"
When life throws opportunities at us, do we then deny it, or let it pass us by? Who lets something good walk by just like that? I have learned that life is wild, unexpected, and unpredictable. People tend to decide who we should be or what we should do. Our actions and words are often affected by the people surrounding us; so much so, that we tend to live for others and letting our real inner self die away. We deny our unique personalities and allow other people to grow through us.
Babies tend to mimic their parents, so do young children. We develop into what we're educated to be, but how much do we become ourselves? And how much have our inner self disappeared?
I've learned that life means living life to the fullest. It means living life according to what your inner self tells you to be. It's not about being afraid to unleash differences, but being daring to make a change. So what if people think you're odd? Odd doesn't always mean you're wrong, it just means you probably have a different mindset. Odd means being special or it can indicate change as well.
When life throws you roses, you don't just sniff them. You collect every single bit of them, making the best of them. Treasure every second and moment while you have them, cause you don't know when will be the last. Life is beautiful when we take life slowly, embracing every single passing moment.
So what if we lose? We can lose our face, lose love or lose the things we treasure most. But then again, if we look at the bright side, it is through these moments that develop our strengths, making us stronger for a new challenge. From there, that's maybe when another opportunity will fly by. Til then, we will know that we're ready and stronger. We can then grab the opportunity and with wisdom, tame it. And when we let go of it, if it's ours, it will find its way back.
No matter how challenging things get, hold on to your believes and inner faith. An opportunity may have passed you by, but there will probably be another one when the time is right. Meanwhile, while you have your star, treasure it with love. Don't stop being yourself, don't give up with the things you love despite opponents or opposing factors. Don't let go of the star, don't wait too long. Don't let your star become remnants of stardust. Cherish everything while its in your hands.
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Life in Performing Arts
'Performance isn't really about being yourself. It's about portraying the idea that the composer/writer/choreographer has created.'
Through the eyes of the audiences, the stage means the beginning of not just entertainment; but judgement and critique. It is as similar as life is; quiet at the 'behind the scenes'. All that everyone notes is what's going on stage, not what's behind it.
Most of us have watched movies such as Step Up maybe; or Center Stage. Elsewhere, some people are aware of the state we performers are going through. But in our country, how many people actually really realize the reality of performing arts? They so often think performing arts are for people who are non-educated. Little did they realize that the challenge itself is equivalent to other forms of work or education. Except, our work is manifested to the public and based on performative structure.
In most people's mind, they often think that people involved in performing arts do nothing but perform.They forget that we too, have our own form of pressure; working hard to present the right interpretation to audiences. Yet, like what I mentioned, despite all these, people often judge from what is performed on stage; not knowing behind the scenes.
Most audiences are unaware of the blisters you get while dancing. They don't see those torn or wear out muscles you have. Neither do they feel the pressure of sitting in a room, getting all the right notes just to ensure that performances are performed at its best.
On stage, audiences see the smiles of the performer; but can't hear the fear beating in the heart of the performer. Neither do they witness the tears throughout all the tough training received. And still, they are mistreated. Envied. Put down. Judged, for not being the perfect beings in performance.
Performers are like rare daisies that pop up. They are like squirrels that bear the cold winter. In performing arts, its not just about the brain; but the mind and body. Instead, it's about mental and physical endurance. Like the law of evolution, only the stronger ones survive. If not, words of people can often discourage; sweeping sand from the shore, further into the ocean. Yes, despite the words of others, we either grow stronger or weaker.
If you know of anyone in performance, never tear them down; cause you'll never understand all the pain or sufferings they had undergone just to deliver a simple performance to you. I, for one should know. And if you were one of us, so would you.
Give them your support. Not tearing them down.
Through the eyes of the audiences, the stage means the beginning of not just entertainment; but judgement and critique. It is as similar as life is; quiet at the 'behind the scenes'. All that everyone notes is what's going on stage, not what's behind it.
Most of us have watched movies such as Step Up maybe; or Center Stage. Elsewhere, some people are aware of the state we performers are going through. But in our country, how many people actually really realize the reality of performing arts? They so often think performing arts are for people who are non-educated. Little did they realize that the challenge itself is equivalent to other forms of work or education. Except, our work is manifested to the public and based on performative structure.
In most people's mind, they often think that people involved in performing arts do nothing but perform.They forget that we too, have our own form of pressure; working hard to present the right interpretation to audiences. Yet, like what I mentioned, despite all these, people often judge from what is performed on stage; not knowing behind the scenes.
Most audiences are unaware of the blisters you get while dancing. They don't see those torn or wear out muscles you have. Neither do they feel the pressure of sitting in a room, getting all the right notes just to ensure that performances are performed at its best.
On stage, audiences see the smiles of the performer; but can't hear the fear beating in the heart of the performer. Neither do they witness the tears throughout all the tough training received. And still, they are mistreated. Envied. Put down. Judged, for not being the perfect beings in performance.
Performers are like rare daisies that pop up. They are like squirrels that bear the cold winter. In performing arts, its not just about the brain; but the mind and body. Instead, it's about mental and physical endurance. Like the law of evolution, only the stronger ones survive. If not, words of people can often discourage; sweeping sand from the shore, further into the ocean. Yes, despite the words of others, we either grow stronger or weaker.
If you know of anyone in performance, never tear them down; cause you'll never understand all the pain or sufferings they had undergone just to deliver a simple performance to you. I, for one should know. And if you were one of us, so would you.
Give them your support. Not tearing them down.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
The Art of Living
"When you learn to let go, better things come by your path. Life is a risk worth taking."
Someone told me that, "life is about living according to yourself, and not to serve others". Indeed, it is. The thing we often get into is, living according to how people want us to be. But life isn't all about that. Life, isn't finding yourself; but exploring and creating a whole new you.
I used to be opinionated to the thought of others. But being daring to challenge yourself to the things thought impossible maybe the best chances to start living.
In life, there are moments we all fall. We need hands to pick us up. We tend not to let go of the things we once loved. Little do we realize that living in the shadows of the past can devour our very living souls.
Life is ahead and way front, I know that now. Letting go and having to move on brings us to a higher level of understanding within our inner self. We often look back, so much so that we tend to neglect the things found right before our very eyes.
I've learnt that ceasing life at its very moments are what matters most. The past can only be relived as memories, but unchangeable; thus, leaving us with only one option - To live in the present and make changes for our future.
At times, we think our heart has stopped beating or that life has stopped. In contrary to that, we do not note that although we give up on our own lives; as long as we're still breathing, life hasn't given up on us. It took me long enough to learn that. As long as breath hasn't left your soul, there's another chance that you're still alive and a better chance for tomorrow.
Exceptionally, there are moments where we still breathe, but your heart feels dead. Don't give up, cause there's always something better installed for each and every unique individuals of us. Hearts can bleed; but they can heal too given time and the right people. You never know, that one day, that heart of yours may find the reason to beat again, and perhaps stronger than it previously did before.
All I know is that people who have been through rough patches, given one condition that they persevere and not give up with life; you definitely grow stronger each day.
Behind every raindrop is a rainbow. Yes, the rain does come, but soon enough, the gloom will be over and you'll find that rainbow you've been looking for.
Never give up and keep moving on. I know this one thing: when you let go and take certain risks, or rise up to the unexpected; if you succeed, life will be even more meaningful than pondering in the past. Give yourself a chance and start living!
Someone told me that, "life is about living according to yourself, and not to serve others". Indeed, it is. The thing we often get into is, living according to how people want us to be. But life isn't all about that. Life, isn't finding yourself; but exploring and creating a whole new you.
I used to be opinionated to the thought of others. But being daring to challenge yourself to the things thought impossible maybe the best chances to start living.
In life, there are moments we all fall. We need hands to pick us up. We tend not to let go of the things we once loved. Little do we realize that living in the shadows of the past can devour our very living souls.
Life is ahead and way front, I know that now. Letting go and having to move on brings us to a higher level of understanding within our inner self. We often look back, so much so that we tend to neglect the things found right before our very eyes.
I've learnt that ceasing life at its very moments are what matters most. The past can only be relived as memories, but unchangeable; thus, leaving us with only one option - To live in the present and make changes for our future.
At times, we think our heart has stopped beating or that life has stopped. In contrary to that, we do not note that although we give up on our own lives; as long as we're still breathing, life hasn't given up on us. It took me long enough to learn that. As long as breath hasn't left your soul, there's another chance that you're still alive and a better chance for tomorrow.
Exceptionally, there are moments where we still breathe, but your heart feels dead. Don't give up, cause there's always something better installed for each and every unique individuals of us. Hearts can bleed; but they can heal too given time and the right people. You never know, that one day, that heart of yours may find the reason to beat again, and perhaps stronger than it previously did before.
All I know is that people who have been through rough patches, given one condition that they persevere and not give up with life; you definitely grow stronger each day.
Behind every raindrop is a rainbow. Yes, the rain does come, but soon enough, the gloom will be over and you'll find that rainbow you've been looking for.
Never give up and keep moving on. I know this one thing: when you let go and take certain risks, or rise up to the unexpected; if you succeed, life will be even more meaningful than pondering in the past. Give yourself a chance and start living!
Thursday, March 29, 2012
To Hold On Or Let Go of Desires?
"Should I hold on or let go?"
I wonder how many of you actually have wishes and dreams; but you just know it's not possible? Nevertheless, you just wait. And wait.
The things that we desire for, sometimes don't cross our paths. They seem all so close, but it's like reaching for painted stars in the skies. You see them, yet, so far from reach.
I wonder if everyone has something perfect designed for them?
Sometimes, having to think of these desires we dream of; they are impossible to achieve. But what if, somehow, there was a possibility to it?
Deep down, I wonder if there is something installed for the best in future. I wonder does it have to wait, or is it that I'm just not anywhere near there?
What happens if you're close enough, but you don't know if it's the right thing to do? Or maybe, you don't know if it's even supposed to be routed as such?
Life is full of surprises and metaphores.
Sometimes, I find myself drowned in memories and daydreams of what if, or, just if.
I find myself hoping for things, at to my surprise, it does come true. Not all of it of course, but how nice if it would be as such.
Hoping can bring us closer to our dreams, but to what extend? What if these hopes turn around and crush us instead? Would it then tear our motivation towards something we're geared to?
Hope less, I guess. And just have faith that things are gonna work out the way we want it to be. Maybe that's the best solution for questions as these.
I wonder how many of you actually have wishes and dreams; but you just know it's not possible? Nevertheless, you just wait. And wait.
The things that we desire for, sometimes don't cross our paths. They seem all so close, but it's like reaching for painted stars in the skies. You see them, yet, so far from reach.
I wonder if everyone has something perfect designed for them?
Sometimes, having to think of these desires we dream of; they are impossible to achieve. But what if, somehow, there was a possibility to it?
Deep down, I wonder if there is something installed for the best in future. I wonder does it have to wait, or is it that I'm just not anywhere near there?
What happens if you're close enough, but you don't know if it's the right thing to do? Or maybe, you don't know if it's even supposed to be routed as such?
Life is full of surprises and metaphores.
Sometimes, I find myself drowned in memories and daydreams of what if, or, just if.
I find myself hoping for things, at to my surprise, it does come true. Not all of it of course, but how nice if it would be as such.
Hoping can bring us closer to our dreams, but to what extend? What if these hopes turn around and crush us instead? Would it then tear our motivation towards something we're geared to?
Hope less, I guess. And just have faith that things are gonna work out the way we want it to be. Maybe that's the best solution for questions as these.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Opaque
How did things that seemed perfectly crystal suddenly turn opaque?
One thing's for sure I thought, I knew what I'd judge from my own taste would be as right for me. Somehow, I seem wrong.
Yes, change may turn good or bad. I used to comprehend every single thing of you. I still do. But I wonder when will be the time, we get over the past? When to start moving on and forget the person I used to be?
People don't wanna be judge for the person they used to be. There is a quote saying, you haven't changed, you're still your perfect self; but maybe, I've changed. Probably that change in my life is something you don't want anymore.
All I know is that a person may accept you, but what if they don't like your life? It might as well mean, not wanting the other half of you.
A person can do so much, but how much more will they be remembered?
People often evolve the bad things a person used to be, but do they stop to think for a second; the good things you tried to do?
Does this then clear the past? Nothing can be erased, however, we always hope that people will soon enough embrace the changes in us.
Life is about living, making mistakes; and most importantly learning to deal with it. Life can only mean nothing if we stop trying, or keep reliving the past.
Move forward and let life take you on a new journey.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
The Unforseen, The Untold
There's a moment when everything seems right. All of a sudden, it seems like it's wrong.
Have you ever gotten that feeling before?
For a second it's bright, then a second later; shadows overcasting.
I'm wondering if things are supposedly what's right.
What if everything falls into place; but all of a sudden it's in the biggest mess??
Things get difficult; life's so unpredictable. I'm beginning to get a hang of one thing in life; that what is; it's never constant.
Even of late, the skies don't know their heading or sense of direction. Cloudy for a second; the next, it's all bright. Then a few seconds later; heavy downpour.
There are times when one can have the warmest sensations and the next second; a chill of ice.
People say that when the tough gets going, the going gets tough. (Or is it phrased the other way round?) Anyway, yeah, when things seem at the deepest depth, I guess, that's where we have to wait for the light to shine in. Ever felt like there's a darkness swallowing you, that you'll never get out of? Or the road that you chose seemed to be under construction with obstruction at the moment? These are probably the times that confuse people like me; making me wonder, if I stepped right in the first place.
What if I'm just not good enough to make it through? What if this was just a mere mistake? What if I had the choices that will pull me down instead of making me rise up above all odds?
There are moments I'd wish that everything would turn out perfectly smooth without a rough ditch or break in between. There's a moment to be lost, hoping that somehow, you'll get out of it. Maybe that's what I'm waiting for. Maybe that's what I need right now.
The sun will come out tomorrow...
Shadows cease,
Lightning strucks,
Where's the sun?
The trees dies and weeds grow,
Where's the roses in the meadow.
Let the sun down,
Wait for dawn,
In hope that ice will melt,
For buds to spring.
Have you ever gotten that feeling before?
For a second it's bright, then a second later; shadows overcasting.
I'm wondering if things are supposedly what's right.
What if everything falls into place; but all of a sudden it's in the biggest mess??
Things get difficult; life's so unpredictable. I'm beginning to get a hang of one thing in life; that what is; it's never constant.
Even of late, the skies don't know their heading or sense of direction. Cloudy for a second; the next, it's all bright. Then a few seconds later; heavy downpour.
There are times when one can have the warmest sensations and the next second; a chill of ice.
People say that when the tough gets going, the going gets tough. (Or is it phrased the other way round?) Anyway, yeah, when things seem at the deepest depth, I guess, that's where we have to wait for the light to shine in. Ever felt like there's a darkness swallowing you, that you'll never get out of? Or the road that you chose seemed to be under construction with obstruction at the moment? These are probably the times that confuse people like me; making me wonder, if I stepped right in the first place.
What if I'm just not good enough to make it through? What if this was just a mere mistake? What if I had the choices that will pull me down instead of making me rise up above all odds?
There are moments I'd wish that everything would turn out perfectly smooth without a rough ditch or break in between. There's a moment to be lost, hoping that somehow, you'll get out of it. Maybe that's what I'm waiting for. Maybe that's what I need right now.
The sun will come out tomorrow...
Shadows cease,
Lightning strucks,
Where's the sun?
The trees dies and weeds grow,
Where's the roses in the meadow.
Let the sun down,
Wait for dawn,
In hope that ice will melt,
For buds to spring.
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