Saturday, June 29, 2013

A Dance Journey with Bridges and Kaki Lima

The night began as it was. 
Noises from the chatters of the audiences. 
Dark by the alley, away from light; where a little story would begin.
                                                               
Dancers stood in by dirty bricks of wall. The silence broke into what sounded like growls of animals. The dancers began narrating stories symbolisms in signs of body language. The surrounding sounds, life which begun on the streets; where life as a narration itself begun from the very heart of Penang. The lights dimmed; and audiences followed dancers to their next 'scene'. 

                                                               Dancers by the Alley

Sounds of the siren, fights, and movements indicated defence as how it would have seemed to be like during the Japanese attacks. Screams, clashing of sticks, pain and what would seem like horror at midnight were painted. It seemed as if history brought itself back to life on these very same streets years ago.



Seated in a semicircle, it felt very theatre-like, yet, it was again an open space; except this time, by what would seem like an old-fashioned 'Home'. The windows were like Chinese houses as they were built, which still stands as it is until today in the heart of town. Typical as it was, a story about two lovers was shown. Of how a man once picked stones from the ground. To get the attention of his loved one, he would throw them to her window. She dances beautifully by her grilled window, where the pink tiny flowers she throws from above symbolizes gentle love and affection. He would stroll by each day, until he won her affection. Their love is beautifully portrayed by the mirrored movements and beautiful lifts. However, despite their romance and love for each other, religion becomes the barrier to their love which is portrayed by symbolic clasps of hands in the girl (Buddhist) while her lover, A muslim. Strong in believe, non-negotiable facts lead to the end of this love story. Music of the Erhu gives a very mellow, sad, yet beautiful ambience in this scene.


                                                                 Dance of the Lovers

We sat around a lighted house just a street down from the previous house, where musicians and singers gathered. At first, I found it rather odd. However, when the audiences begun to join performers in clapping and singing; I then realized what this scene was all about. No doubt it consisted of an acoustic electric guitar, erhu and percussion, the response of the audiences brought back what would seem to be like a gathering of crowds, singing happily together years ago. The song selection also represented the Bangsawan play that previously originated from Penang. That sense of cosiness and warmth filled within, as the stories my grandparents told me suddenly appeared so real to me.



We travelled further to another street where we witnessed different scenes. The dancers opened their weaved mats unto the road, their movements so symbolic in association with voice. There and then, we knew that they were delivering to us, the memory of a market scene. Later, they portrayed another form of culture from the Minangkabau, known as the Randai. From a scattered market scene, their mats were curled up, put aside and they gathered in a circle. To begin with, Randai is a traditional form of dance with symbolism of a circle indicating equality to each other, despite race, age or gender. It was clearly portrayed with their vocal 'hep' sounds to dance movements which were in a form of martial arts and contained elements of 'silat' in it. Traditional, powerful, and magical; you could almost feel the ambience building up to its peak.
                                                                        Market scene

                                Dance of the Randai with Martial Arts and Silat movements

It then led to a walking journey of which had a very dark side, back to the pain of the Japanese era. Except, this time, nobody fought. Bodies, taken souls. These could be seen when dancers took up white cloth, covering their bodies and staring straight with the haunted expression. It almost seemed as if they were dead, even if alive, experiencing the lost of souls. This eventually causes depression and death in physical as well. 


As we travelled along the red light district area, a girl sat on the first floor at the edge of the balcony in blood-seductive-red dress. Her movements were sleek bringing to live, the feel of how prostitutes would linger around by the streets at dark of night.


We landed in an open space where the ambience became bright again. Dancers made an entrance on bikes and bicycles. They were dressed colouful, in sports attire portraying our country's championship in the Olympics, ranging from Badminton games to gymnastics. They executed beautiful freezes, splits and stunts heightening up the mood of the audiences. 


Finally, we travelled to the last scene, in a lot called Sekeping Victoria. The building had trees growing in the inside. Dancers were in brownish nature-nude colours, partly indicating closeness to nature. What amused the audiences were the danger of the dances, whereby dancers danced on a high beam-like structure. Dancers were all in freeze and only started joining in one by one. The tension was built and different people were dancing at different places. It was so complex, in a world I couldn't understand. I then realized, that they were relating to the world of today. The scene changed to as one in a night club, and the unexpected part was the pulling of audiences into the performance floor too join them. Audiences then dispersed back to their seats at the change of music. The dancers grouped in a clan, moving together. Some, climbing on each other, being connected all together attempting to climb the flight of stairs together. I'm not too sure what this meant. But in my opinion, I guess that they were sending a message out to the public, to stay hand in hand with one another when passing through hindrances. 





Tonight's performance by Bridges and Kaki Lima was truly an amazing experience. I thought I knew Penang as it was. But for the first time, the painting of the history of Penang came to life. I experienced the horror, joy and pain of people whom I never met, stories which were never told. All that was forbidden and a myth, became a wonderful journey and adventure. Thank you guys for the lovely piece!


Friday, April 12, 2013

Reminiscing Bali ~ A Write-up

"Walking the streets of Bali, a thought suddenly struck me. Was our country as beautiful as these before tempered devour of urbanisation?"


Bali...
Where to begin?
A land of myths, an island of beauty. Rich in natural resources, Bali remains an island less pervaded by the grounds of urbanisation.

Being in the city for too long, I've been buzzed by noise and little did I appreciate moments of silence.
The moment of touchdown, the air changed. My first steps into the airport, my eyes captured glimpses of Balinese statues. Bali then appeared to me as a land, not just rich in natural resources, beauty, but also culture. This is when I realized, that visiting Bali would have a story of its own.



Walking the streets of Bali for the first night, the roads were clean. Often crowded, with motorcycles constantly pushing their way through cars. And yes, I think I see more branded cars in Bali than in Malaysia, probably a good question to throw to our higher lords. Honks of motorcycles, sounded of chattering, people walking to and fro, mostly the streets are patronized by tourists.



                                       
                                                                  Streets of Bali


Live band or music is played in different open-aired cafes, causing the clash of dissonances and sounds. These are soft, pop music, allowing the soul to rest to it's beautiful rhythmic beat. Beers in cafes are definitely cheaper here as well.
                                                  Vi Ai Pi Bistro Cafe with Live Band

Day one of our tour began with the taste of  the local cuisine; nasi pedas.(Mind you, the sambal was really the spiciest I've ever consumed so far). With that morning call from the spice in our tongues, we began our journey to the silver factories. I learned that working with silver required intricate designs, hard work and a lot of sweat.
                                              Local cuisine - Nasi Pedas

We adjourned on to the Kintamani for lunch where we were at the peak of the highland. There, not only sat our buffet lunch, but most amazingly, a volcanic view that was to die for. A lake stretched across the volcanic mountain. In it's surroundings, all that could be felt, was the aura and divinity of nature itself; and serenity which lied in the stream which led to the lake. Quite and peaceful, I heard wind blowing and the wooden chimes that clunged.

                                                               Kintamani - Volcano

We travelled on to coffee-tea tasting in a coffee plantation where our taste-buds began to activate individually. Later on, we travelled further down to the tea plantation site. The area was surrounded with villages, their roofs made from leaves of nature, all dark-browned as if they were already burned by the extreme heat of the sun. The paddy field site was beautiful, almost like a terrace on the hills, where little grass-like paddy were grown. All that was grasps in the moment were the greens, the people who worked, harvesting the paddy fields. Their shoulders were heavy with the weight of baskets of weeds, their head covered with straw hats. Their eyes stated nothing, but the simplicity of living.
                                                           Coffee-tea blind-folded tastings


                                                                    Villages in Bali

                                                             Paddy field - hilly terrain

After, we had pampering sessions at the spa and message area and then to Bebek (duck) meal for dinner.
                                                                    Bebek for dinner
                                                                  Massage session

The next morning was filled with spirituality and culture of Bali. We headed off early to watch a Barong dance performance. Barong, is a lion-like creature and character in the mythology of Bali. He is the King of Spirits, leader of the hosts of good. In this myth, Rangda is his enemy(demon) and mother of all spirit guiders. The battle between Barong and Rangda is featured in this dance, representing the eternal battle between good and evil.

                                                 Barong - Lion-head mythical character



Our culturally-filled morning was then followed up by our very first diving adventure in one of the beaches. Heavy with chained-gear to weight us down, our full-masked faces and oxygen gear, we were ready to explore five-meters deep in the ocean. For the first time, I encountered marine fishes swimming around me; their boundaries of aquarium walls were destroyed. I could taste the freedom from confinement as the ocean was large, and decorated with beautiful corals. Clown fishes, angel fishes, they swam around us. The sticky anemonae were plentiful on the seabed, clown fishes hiding for protection.
                                        Diver's suits. (sorry camera was off-bound in ocean)


Our adventure continued on to the lovely, which I think lifted to its name, Dreamland beach. The seas roared like the ocean would. For the first time, I saw waves as high as human could stand slamming to the shores of the beach. The sand, soft. The sea, blue and clear. All that was left to do was to listen to the sound of the waves clashing, and melting into the sand.



                                                                   Dreamland Beach

Watching the performance, and reading about their culture opened my eyes in understanding that they may lack in urbanization, but the uphold of morale, and to religion is as strong as ever. I noticed that banners on elections hung as well. This gave me a sudden thought of how Malaysia might not be too far from their political culture, after all, this might be the one thing in common we share with them.


                                                              Ceremonial processions

Bali, a place highly influenced by Hinduism. It is no surprise that the statues of the Mythical Bird and goddess were found all over Bali. Even cultural wise, the people would salute(salam) others  as a sign of respect, be it their guest, or their colleagues. Indeed, then, did I question myself regarding how civilisation itself has made us 'more' civilized. Or how urbanization has made us more 'urbanized.' Visiting Bali has indeed opened my eyes wider than just being surrounded in the little world of our own.






This is how Bali will remain in my memory.

XoXo





Tuesday, January 29, 2013

The Irony Of Life

"At some point of death, there must be a beginning of new life. At the end of a story, begins a new chapter."

There is that moment of adulthood where we wish we shrink to little children once again.

There's a point of pain whereby it can either hurt us or make us stronger. Like overworked muscles, it brings only two outcomes; it either causes injuries and tears or builds stronger ligaments. In life where it throws us, despite pain, we stand up in strength to laugh.

It's funny how we cry when we are sad, and how tears can also flow when we are over-joyed.

It's interesting how the person you love can turn out to be the wrong person, while the wrong person loves you.

It's no wonder how the person who owns possessions do not know how to treasure those within their hold, while the one with empty hands are reaching out to catch that very possession. Precious are those who do not own it, taken for granted to those who have within their hold.

How much of irony it seems when you said that you've tried, but realizing it was often not enough.
Fill a glass half empty, someone else calls it half full. 

How does the music play in it's silence?
How do humans trust again whilst their faiths been torn apart?
How does night fall and break open to day when the sun comes out?
How does the moon shine at night when it is overshadowed during the day?
How can there be storm, rain, and right after, see a rainbow glowing?

How difficult, but possible it is for us to be strong in our weakest moments.
How possible it is to be in the darkest side but to know you're already breaking through light?
How often do we remember that it is through foolishness, we gain strength.
That it is through failures, we become winners.
That is only when we do not pursue the option of giving up, that's when the prize of being a champion awaits us.
That it is through patience that the best comes.
And yet in the nick of doubt, that's when we have to believe most, cause the best is yet to come.

Monday, December 31, 2012

Where Ends Meet It's Start (31.12.12)

"They say that the youngest blossoms, are the late, but the most rare and beautiful of all."

I don't know if I'll say this on a yearly basis but, this year might have been the year with the sweetest and bittermost moments.

2012 is probably one of the years I'd cherish for memories. The year I finally learned a bit of adulthood, scarcely at the beginning. However, looked like it begun teaching me the very parts of living life.

I'd say that life pushed me as it is to grow as it always did. For the first time, I don't think I'd wanna set resolutions or plan so much for the year. I've learned that no matter how far we plan, somehow life just diverts according to how our lives were designed each uniquely by someone far greater than we know.

I've learned that each of us were made different, and to excel, we have to dare to be different. We often try to mimic the paths of others, not realizing that each of us are special in our own individual ways.

I finally realized, as humans, we can't be alone. We will need people to guide us, stand by us even when things get difficult. To be a successful person, none can stand but on his or her own pride. Even the most knowledgable or successful students; it had all begun with a teacher, parent or motivator.

I have come to learn again, even if for the millionth time, that life is harsh; yet, each lesson if taken positively, makes us stronger. I've learned that we trust with wisdom, love within boundaries. I've also learned that love comes from the most unexpected places or people. I've learned that giving up on hope seems like the best option when things get hard. However, it is when we push beyond pain and adversities, I believe somehow, we get stronger.

Although I don't see much of the sun in a dark, rising cloud, I've learned to trust that things happen for a reason. We don't see the pearl in it's making. Little do we realize, then soon enough, there'll be the most valueble jems in the palm of our hands. I believe now, that when time is right, fruits will ripen and the best is yet to come. They say that the youngest blossoms, are the late, but the most rare and beautiful of all.

Above all, I've learned to trust in the higher power. I've realized that nothing in this world can ever fulfill or comfort better than being greatly loved. It is not by ourselves that we exist, but a supernatural gift of love.

Before the year comes to an end, I'm really glad for the wonderful people that have come into my life within this short period of 365 days and those who have been in it longer than I've imagine. Thank you so much, it is because of all of you that contributed to who I am today.

With much love, may these last few hours of the years be cherished as your sweetest memories as dawn for a new morning of  the year is coming. And perhaps, better things will come.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Lantern Festival 2012 (PTUM)

"Sometimes when circumstances around us push us to our limits to give up, that's when we should persists on staying on til we finally reach the end."

26 NOVEMBER 2012

Today when I woke up, I found myself humming tunes of the songs we danced to, in fact played them while finishing class assignments.

When I think back of last night's achievements, it may not have been all perfect, but as a whole it was a perfect experience to me.

This year's lantern festival featured the theme, Filial Piety, which is an important issue addressed in Chinese traditional families. In modern days like these, some of us have lost that attitude of being filial to our parents resulting in diverse family relationships. From beginning to the end, this event has touched my heart ranging from performances, to events, words and people.

The exhibition related stories such as Mulan and the Lotus Sun portraying filial piety.Salutes to the exhibition crew, I totally enjoyed the tour which consisted of handmade lanterns, paintings and art.



Before this, almost everything seemed like a struggle. Balancing time became a huge task, between both academics and daily activities which were continuously unending. These caused a lot of breakdowns for some of us, having being tiresome. But for what it's worth, for each time we gather to dance, it some sort seemed like the lethargy didn't matter much anymore.

Being in the performance Biro, I'm glad for the opportunity I had. I got the chance to meet new friends; friends that warmed my heart. Friends that were there to cry with when things got hard. Friends to care for when I was sick and also friends who understood each other, facing every difficult turn as team.

I'll remember the blisters and bruises we got while dancing, or the point we get so exhausted that we sleep at every corner of the floor in dental faculty. From last minute tailoring to polishing of steps, it seems tiring but at least we're doing all these together. Most of all, the one thing that drived us bonded together was the passion and love for both dance and people. After a long time, I finally felt the feeling of a big, happy family working together towards our goal in producing a good performance. In this whole process, we learned to trust each other, to have faith and keep holding on.


PTUM this year is more than just a mere event to me, a cluster of memories and experiences to treasure for life. Mostly, I'll have to say that I value the friendship and love from every single person...Not forgetting the teachers in PTUM.




Too many words, too many things which cannot be uttered. They only remain in the heart and mind, but these are the words I can come up with so far. To the teachers of PTUM, thank you for teaching us and for the given opportunity to participate in this distinctive event. To the final years dancers, I'm really glad to shared your last experience on stage with all of you. To my the performers and everyone else, thank you for the wonderful support given. Already missing everyone!

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Metamorphosis to Adulthood

"When we were young, we wanted to grow up too quickly. Now that we've grown up, the only wish left is to turn back the hands of time and be little again."

Tonight is the last night I spend still be being under parental care, based on the law. By 12 midnight, I'd be expected to make the right choices. Most people think it's the key to freedom, but when I think about it, I am afraid. For 20 years, I've relied on parental guidance, not that I won't need them anymore. But now, everything is absolutely a choice of mine, which means if I screw up, that's the path I'd have to walk.

Turning 21 in another three hours is making slightly nervous. I know I'll always have my parents by my side to guide me, but I hope that I'll be anchored and strong enough to make good decisions.

If I could make a 21st birthday wish to God, the first thing I hope for is wisdom to guide me through what life is going to throw at me. Life in adulthood as far as I know means going out there in the world, where we're not really much in the protected zone anymore.

However, I guess that all things come at the right time. Tomorrow was the day chosen for me, the birthdate marked in God's very own calendar before I was even born on Earth. Guess He knows when I'm ready to metamorphosize into the butterfly; finally hatching from that long time cocoon I've been wrapped up in during teenage years.

Am I actually ready to face the harsh, cruel reality out there? I guess that's what the 20 years were there for. Teenage years being the time to experiment crazy things, experiencing falling into the ditch; getting up and getting strong again with the help of our loved ones.

When I think about the years I've been through, I'm glad I've lived through these many to actually see only so little of the world. Yet, in our tiny dictionary, it's like we've seen so many things. I've had bitter sweet moments. Of those that have hurt and of those that has brought the greatest memories of all. I've lost people along the way, and gained real ones as well.

I've learned that love is indeed and will always be the most powerful element in giving us faith for tomorrow. Also, I have learned that life has its ups and downs, and the only thing we have left is to hold strong, keep believing in ourselves. To believe in the impossible and reach beyond the skies.

I recall the time I almost gave up on life, but then again, life never gives up on us. We were here for a reason, not by choice. We weren't made by accident, which gives us only one solution, that's to keep moving forward despite the days that seem impossible because we never know what is installed for tomorrow.

I know I'm just about turning into adulthood, but maybe, just maybe at least I do know that life can seem difficult but it is by our choice to start living. They say 21 is the key to freedom. I'll put it then as a key of freedom to make good grown up decisions, choosing and doing the right things.


Each breath another moment of us living,
Like the caterpillar spinning it's cocoon,
Finally hatching into metamorphosis of a butterfly,
Fly,fly little butterfly into the open,
To beautiful flowers in greener grasses of meadows,
Raindrops may make it hard to flap those wings of yours,
But never let that be the reason to stop rising towards the morning sun,

Blowing 21 candles means reaching another stage of life,
Life is only so much as we make it.
~Fidelia