It's been long since I last felt like this.
I guess hardships come and go. Well, it has both its good and bad.
Sore as ice, numb and hard. Wonder what happens next.
I've always thought that I'm fighting this nightmare alone. That's cause I did before. I was alone.
But now, I thank God for these hard moments. It is that, that opens my eyes to bigger perspectives, colors and things I've never seen before.
Behind every person lies motivation. In my case, my motivation comes from others; and I'm proud to call you pals my good friends.
There are those who are fools, but I'm glad to know that at least, I'm not alone.
Even as I tear up, you guys made it possible for me to see brighter things in this world.
It's been so long since I last realized that everyone surrounding me, really care that much. Really great to know that despite ups and downs, there'll always be a stronger pillar to fall back on; that's the love of friendship.
I've never seen any much more of the concern and encouragement that you guys have shown towards me. That's another bonus why I'm not welling up in tears as much as I should be.
There's so much more that you guys have brought up in me. Right now, this feeling combats every other depression or sadness. I know in life we laugh and cry; but because of all of you, my percentage of happiness has probably increased more. Even as I look into the state I'm supposed to be in, you all make me stronger and optimistic with a reason to look forward to.
Care from people is worth carrying you a million miles of journey in life.
Candles are lit by gentle fires; yes, you all are the reason I can still burn up til now.
I'll look back and remember that this incident opened my eyes into realizing that I have more than what I thought I had.
I can lack others, but I know now, that I have great friends, sisters and people who care about me to push on.
I can keep going on, but I guess that's from me for now. Appreciate you guys a mill!
xoxo. ~Signing off with love. Fi.
